I sleep behind my desk since I moved in with my mom after being raped. I like it because I feel safe in this small space surrounded by the beauty of a quilt Brenda made, I lay on a Thai mattress and I'm covered by a by a quilt my mom made me. It has a patch that says, I love you.".I squeeze that corner every night and say in my head, "my mom loves me." And the acrylic paintings are ones I made.in my last house where I haven't finished moving out of because I'll probably be moving again in the next year.
This is where I spend most of my time now, just like my dad did. I'm trying to heal but am still infuriated he died on me.
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